mintly: (oh my wandering bird)
Gᴀɴsᴇʏ. ([personal profile] mintly) wrote2015-10-10 11:19 am

[hadriel - ic inbox]

You've reached Gansey. Leave a message and I'll be back to you soon.

If you're looking for Ronan Lynch, I'll be sure he gets your message, because he can't be bothered with his own phone.



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casperdisaster: (The words here hard to describe)

Action - Forward dated to finding houses.

[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-11 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[They have shelter, and that's the important thing amid all the chaos. Noah's bed is so soft he feels he's fallen halfway through the mattress as he tosses and turns on it.

Shotgun is gone. That's fine, she would have been scared of the bears, and Noah's not sure there's food for her here. That strange place they were was technically her home, so she's probably better off there. Rook isn't here either, surely he'll come looking to see where the Aglionby boys have gone and found their house empty by now and taken Shotgun under his wing to protect her along with the other two cats that belong to Poison.

It's fine.

Noah's happy his friends from home are here. If he could only have three people in the world with him obviously it would be Gansey, Adam and Ronan. Without a doubt.

But god, he had forgotten what it was like to feel lonely, and yet even with the other boys here he feels it. The bed is too big for him and it just makes him feel so alone.

Pushing the blankets off, Noah quietly makes his way out the door to the still unfamiliar hallway. He tells himself, he'll just go back to bed if Gansey's door isn't open, but it is. It's been almost two hours since they've called it a night, it's possible the insomniac COULD be getting some sleep, so Noah is very quiet when he gently pushes the door open enough to slip inside. The ambient light through the curtains gives enough visibility to see by in the unfamiliar room. If Gansey's asleep, that's fine, he'll just curl up next to Gansey and maybe find a desire to sleep too. Either way he's climbing into Gansey's bed without waiting for an invitation.

They've established enough of a precedent for this at this point it feels like they both have a standing invitation for each other, anyway.]
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[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-11 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noah doesn't mind the embrace, the smell of Gansey, all of it is perfectly good. He nuzzles in to Gansey's welcoming arms, his own embracing the other boy in turn.]

I didn't know if you were awake.

[But the relief in his voice makes it clear that he was hoping for it.]
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[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-12 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
No. I kept thinking about...

[About the people left behind. About what was happening right before they ended up here. He'd promise Gansey to tell him what had been going on in his head once it was over.

He doesn't really want to, but he supposes he has to. Might as well get it over with, in the sort of dim lighting that passes as darkness.]


...back where we were before, what the ley line was making me hear... it was Whelk. I'd hear his voice or smell this... this awful body spray he used to use. I didn't really see him, it was just... there, always at the edges.
casperdisaster: (I gotta say it wears me out)

[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-12 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[He doesn't think he'll ever stop, really. Because understanding someone needed to die isn't really the same as wanting them to die, doesn't disqualify wishing things were different.]

It wasn't just that though, it kept feeling like ... like you know when you're dreaming, and you're right on the cusp of waking up? I kept feeling that when I was awake and ... I don't know. I guess I kept feeling like maybe any minute I was going to wake up back in the dorms.
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[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-12 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noah's not sure if he WOULD want it all to be a dream, actually. Would it be great to not be dead anymore, to have a second chance at a real life? Sure.

But in that life he'd never meet his friends who were so dear to him now. In that life Gansey would die at ten from hornet stings and there would be no miracle to save him.

Noah doesn't want THAT life. Not at all.

He sighs softly at the kiss, nuzzling in more. This is fine, this is comfortable.]


I'd rather know when I'm asleep and when I'm awake.
casperdisaster: (the madness of choice in the life)

[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-12 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noah remembers another conversation, was it in his bed or Gansey's? When Gansey kissed him and said someday he'd get Noah when he wasn't tired.

They've had a long couple of days, going from Harborview to here, out of the frying pan and into the fire. The mess with the corrupted ley line, the bears, near starvation, and finally getting food and shelter but for how long?

Nothing is certain now, if it ever was before. Noah's exhausted but wide awake, he wants to remember that at least for now, he is still alive.]


I'm not sleepy.
casperdisaster: (Come away with me and we'll see)

[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-12 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noah shifts just slightly, rubbing his nose against Gansey's, his breath against Gansey's lips.

Gansey's always so self-assured, even when he's just as hopelessly lost as the rest of them he always has a way of sounding like he knows what he's talking about, like he's perfectly in control. Even in life Noah didn't have that, the best he could manage was 'lost because I want to be lost'.

He'd like to kiss Gansey. He'd like to do more than kiss Gansey. He'd like to find out if there was anything that Gansey would be genuinely lost in, if he was this confidant under every circumstance. He'd like to not waste the time they have because there's no certainties at all - there weren't before either but now falling from one place into another it seems even more fragile an existence. He'd like to feel alive before he dies again.

He'd like to not take advantage of Gansey in the process, though.

If it's just kissing, it's fine. They've kissed before, so it isn't any worse than what they've done before, right?]


Yes.

[Noah's voice is soft and quiet, closing the little bit of space between them to press his lips against Gansey's.]
casperdisaster: (I'm not okay with this vicious cycle)

[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-12 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Gansey's always been so careful to stop at his waist, so even just his fingertips brushing lower is ... oddly exciting. Because it's Gansey who wants to kiss him, who wants to touch him.

Noah's hands are gentle on Gansey's back, one reaching up to play with the short fine hairs on the back of his neck.

It isn't bad, they're still clothed after all, and they've been naked together before so it really isn't a big deal at all. Noah opens his mouth when Gansey nibbles at his lip, it's all it takes to open his mouth to a kiss, though before that Noah has to murmur,]
... Your hands can go lower, um, if you want.
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[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-12 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noah presses his tongue against Gansey's, inviting him in deeper. It works well to muffle the needy sound that threatens to escape when Gansey doesn't just bring his hands lower but squeezes, twice, and - this was so much different than he thought, he was entirely wrong but as long as they've got clothes on it's fine, right? It's fine. Nothing Gansey hasn't done before, Noah doesn't want to be responsible for tarnishing his virtue, Adam and Ronan are absolutely going to murder him if they find out...

Even as Noah's trying to focus on keeping his hands gentle, unsure of what to do with them, his leg is sliding against Gansey's and over it to pull them all the closer together and yep he is absolutely thankful for the kiss to muffle the sound that comes with that.

This is dangerous, he needs to stop, he needs to go back to his own room, but Gansey is so warm and so alive and right here wanting Noah too.]
casperdisaster: (I gotta say it wears me out)

[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-13 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noah doesn't like taking the lead with anything, he follows, he goes with the flow, and ... god, he does want it, wants Gansey. Wants Gansey's hands on his skin, to know every inch of him by touch and to be known in return and it feels so good to be pressed between Gansey's solid weight and the give of the mattress.

Noah's fingers grab blindly at Gansey's back, nails thankfully too short to leave damming scratch marks without more effort. He lets himself go to it, just for a moment to think of nothing but how good it feels to kiss Gansey, to arch his back and press against him like there'd be no consequences and they could do whatever they wanted.

...except Gansey still deserves so much better than this. Better than Noah, but at least better than a desperate rut to feel alive again.]


Clothes stay on.

[The gasped words come out less like a line and more like a request, much as Noah tries. He wants, god does he want and there's no real hiding that either as his own boxers do little to hide, but there's a line and he knows if he crosses it now he'll hate himself in the morning.]
casperdisaster: (Come away with me and we'll see)

[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-14 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noah's breath hitches as Gansey links their fingers together, presses Noah's hands against the mattress above his head.

He squeezes Gansey's hands, fingers entwined and any sounds he makes from that (so very many) are lost in Gansey's mouth at the deepening kiss. It's like the one that left him weak in the knees on the train, that had him thinking of pulling Gansey back into the shower. Lines established, hands kept from wandering, Noah lets himself stop thinking.

It's hard to get the proper leverage to grind up like he wants, so Noah hooks a leg around Gansey's, not like Gansey is in any danger of going anywhere but it's such a relief to finally do something about this spark between them.]
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[personal profile] casperdisaster 2015-10-15 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[That's the good thing about picking up surface thoughts - no need to stop kissing even for a second.

Noah brings his other leg up to hook around Gansey's waist, to pull him closer, he had a few girlfriends do it to him back when he was alive so it isn't difficult to replicate the move. He's getting dizzy and a little light-headed and it feels wonderful to touch Gansey like this instead of just being tortured by not just his own wants but Gansey's, too. His little needy moans are muffled against Gansey's tongue, his lips]

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[personal profile] unknowable 2015-12-24 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[All things considered, Adam doesn't really know what sort of gift to give Gansey anymore. But there aren't many options here anyway, and he tries his best, so outside of his bedroom door Gansey will find a book. It's definitely been taken from the library, and it's written in an unintelligible language, but the pictures and diagrams inside all seem to be of castles, and maybe ley lines, and possibly mythological figures. It's sort of hard to tell, and it almost certainly has nothing to do with anything, but it's a curious object, and Gansey likes those.

Folded next to it is one pale yellow polo shirt, because Adam found it in a shop and thinks Gansey probably misses his horrible fashion choices. There's no note with either item.]